☆Saturday, May 31, 2008
Dear Clique, 7gfs and Readers,
i am starting a livejournal.
So currently, i will not blog in here anymore. :)Choose one and see whether you are right.
number13th.livejournal.com
13blackcat.livejournal.com
straycat.livejournal.com
Save the Earth people!
:)SMILEWIDELY EVERYDAY
☆Saturday, May 24, 2008
Hi earth,
i just dont want to blog anymore.
When you think that im trully mad, i think i really am.
And i dont feel like smiling widely everyday anymore.
Bye. :))
The Gazette - Guren
I'm sorry... after awhile, let me sleep by your name
The passing days drew us closer
The pain is matched with joy
Both hands reflect that
I cry when i think of you
there is a rain of sadness
it's fine just to remain unknown
i tremble for repose, i remembered
what do you want to see in this reeled in dream?
i dont want you to fade
let me hear, even a sigh
a small heartbeat, that isnt there
i want you come here!
unchanging dreams, if this continues on
please dont pause in your happiness
even if it doesnt need to called out but
the drowning days are piling over me.
i dont want you to fade
let me hear, even a sigha small heartbeat, that isnt there
i want you come here!
Even the hands of salvation is also in vagueness
Will there be a cocoon at intervals of the second, without the string tearing off?
i want to hear, even a sigh
little rhythm to the sound of the heartbeat
of untouched prayers delivered.
*the name which i cannot call out i held closely
counting with my fingers, i dont want tomorrow to disappear
hearing with blocked ears
the sound of a broken cradle
the spring time will never come again
the crimson lotus is in bloom
:)SMILEWIDELY EVERYDAY
☆Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Hi earth,
i was really glad that my brother is feeling much better currently. All we have to do now is to wait for him to recover fully as parts of his memories seemed to be lost. Somethings on earth you have to believe in. I really want to thank the Thai Monk who has helped us to pray and chant everyday. Now, we will fight for the last battle . :))
Came to think about it, my blog is only viewed by bf, gfs and clique.
ESC election is coming.People, vote wisely. Vote for those who have the potential, not people who you know, friendly and you think that they can lead. This is not choosing someone to lead FOC, but some one to lead in ESC to bring out the live in engine. Move on engine. Dont vote if you despise being a engine student.
:)SMILEWIDELY EVERYDAY
☆Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Its been a long time since i blog. My bro is getting better each day. I miss my anime and my drama.
Done by chee fun. P.s just to keep this blog alive.
I miss my gfs.
:)SMILEWIDELY EVERYDAY
☆Monday, May 12, 2008
Living in such a luxury is such a bliss.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Somehow I feel rather fortunate at this moment as finally my whole family is reunited again. My parents are somehow not quarrelling but taking good care of my brother. I like this atmosphere because finally no one is going to interrupt us anymore. I know this wont last long but still, I will love to appreciate this moment. =]
Family Warmth
Orange is a colour that gives us a warm kind of feeling that neither of us wants to forget.
Both my parents are sleeping beside my brother currently.
My brother doesn’t want to let go of either hands which make me feel the same too. This is what we need, family warmth. Holding both of their hands bring warmth in us just like the way we had before. We are just grabbing a chance for them to get back together again. Maybe it just lasts awhile, but it brings us a memory.
I will never forget about this. Maybe this is what we were lack of.
Happy Mothers’ Day.
I really want to celebrate mothers’ day with the whole family just like in the past.
:)SMILEWIDELY EVERYDAY
☆Thursday, May 8, 2008
i would like to thank everyone for your care, concern and your prayers.
i am really honoured to have you guys around and support me from the back and
those who keep visiting to check on my brother's condition.
Deep in my heart, i really appreciate one and every of you guys. Thank you.
I need to stay strong.
He has to be stronger
They have to be stronge.
i really like to thank my 7gfs, relatives, clique, brother's friends and those who are really concerned about him. Dont worry people, we will still continue to fight this battle.
Because i dont want to lose, and i dont allow him to lose at all.
:)SMILEWIDELY EVERYDAY
☆Monday, April 28, 2008
should i burn the picture?
The "person" behind is scaring me, i try not to tell anyone about this but i just feel like showing it to everyone. This is the worst photo, i really dont want to experience this anymore.
:)SMILEWIDELY EVERYDAY
